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Wednesday, April 11, 2012
I was wondering how others manage
to hide their feelings of sadness or pain behind their smile. Are they really
capable of converting their feelings of sadness into extreme happiness? I grew
up knowing that most of the people who has an aura of a strong personality and
those who are jolly as they can be, often carries grudge in their hearts. It could
be the other way around though, for some tend to be really happy for the reason
that they just want to live their life to its fullest. But what happens when there
is one who happens to be used to speak his mind to others whenever his emotions
of unhappiness rises suddenly shuts his mouth? What happens when this person
who use to be transparent of his emotions suddenly change?
Can he do the same thing? Can he
survive the grudges he is holding back? Can he keep the untold stories forever?
Holding back something untold is
like a nightmare you keep on dreaming every night. Minsan nakakapagod na rin
mag-isip kaya pipiliin mo na lang din i-divert yung attention mo sa ibang
bagay. Minsan naman maiisip mo rin na mahirap kapag mag-isa ka lang – iisipin
mo rin kasi na hindi lang naman din ikaw ang may problema… yung kaibigan mo rin
naman… possible pa nga na mas mabigat pa yung dinadalang problema ng kaibigan
mo kesa sa’yo. So, you are left with no choice at all! You have no choice but
to keep it to yourself. Minsan pa nga hindi mo pa magawang tulungan yung sarili
mo. “ikaw lang makakatulong sa sarili mo” – cliché pero hindi malinaw pa
minsan-minsan. Paano kung may faith ka? Paano kung religious ka? Paano kung
bukod sa sarili mo at sa mga kaibigan mo, kumakapit ka rin sa Diyos mo? Pero
paano kung pakiramdam mo ay parang sinusubok na rin ang pananampalataya mo?
Mahirap mag-isa.
Mahirap mag-tago.
Mahirap manahimik.
Mahirap umasa.
Mahirap mag-ibang tao.
Kaya pa minsan-minsan, gugustuhin
mo na lang rin sumuko.
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