freedom wall

i've been working on this since yesterday. ngayon lang ako natapos. I made some changes in my bucket list. this list is somehow different from my lifelong plans. and upon reviewing what I wrote, naisip ko, tama nga siguro si daddy na hindi ko matutupad at hindi ako bubuhayin ng career na gusto ko. baka mamaya, i'll end up to be the one who seeks help.

1. Celebrate a costume party on my birthday.
2. Celebrate my birthday in an institution.
3. Celebrate my birthday at Mcdonalds (sa party place nila mismo, may party package, may mascot, may theme)
4. Watch a comedy movie in theatre alone.
5. Watch a horror movie in theatre alone.
6. Watch an action movie in theatre alone.
7. Watch a chic-flick movie in theatre alone.
8. Watch a sci-fi movie in theatre alone.
9. Watch a cartoon movie in theatre alone.
10. Learn photography.
11. Have master’s degree.
12. Pass the board exam (ano man ang kunin ko)
13. Give a scholarship
14. Help/contribute to world vision
15. Join kerygma family (Bo Sanchez’s)
16. Help/contribute to habitat for humane
17. Help/contribute to GK
18. Help/contribute to any environmental organization
19. Take a course on social work or community development or human services and units for special education para makapag turo ako sa sped.
20. Do social work
21. Renovate my dream bedroom (itong ito, lalo na yung bed except the color)
22. Picnic date with boyfriend
23. Picnic date with friends/barkada
24. Picnic date with family
25. Collect Barbie collectibles
26. Collect different kinds of rings
27. Collect different kinds of bags (diff. Color)
28. Collect different kinds of shoes (diff. Color)
29. Collect different kinds and color of nail polishes
30. Collect my books
31. Collect snow globes
32. Put up a nail care/spa business
33. Put up a coffee/library business
34. Put up a computer shop business
35. Put up a bar and grill business of my own or barkada business
-kasosyo ko ang jutanginames
- Drinks named after disorders
36. Have a reception area (ready to rent for venue during parties and weddings)
37. Franchise a fast food or any other business
38. New house for the family (mama, papa and mia) (contemporary house)
- Walk –in closet that is almost like this (except that my shoe closet will be in glass door)
- Headboard of my portrait sa bedroom ko
- Huge family portrait sa living room
- Masters’ bedroom (mama and papa) with headboard of their picture
- Mia’s bedroom with headboard of her portrait
- guest rooms (one for boy and one for girl)
- barkada/guests area that is somehow like this (same sofa set but different colors and designs. Group pictures of friends shall be displayed on the wall)
- prayer room
- garden area kung saan pwedeng maging breakfast area
39. Have a rest house that is both for parents, barkada, church friends at Tagaytay or Antipolo or Batangas or Laguna
40. Learn how to bake
41. Learn how to cook
42. Learn how to drive
43. Get a licence
44. Buy a car
45. Go bungee jumping
46. Go Mountain climbing
47. Learn and go Surfing
48. Learn and go skate boarding
49. Go parasailing
50. Work in a magazine as a freelance writer or consultant (parang guidance nila; parang sa candymag)
51. Have a personal retreat
52. Learn how to dance tango
53. Learn how to dance foxtrot
54. Learn how to dance salsa
55. Experience my ideal wedding
56. Travel around the Philippines
57. Birthday balloons tuwing birthday ko
58. Watch a live concert
59. Witness oblation run at U.P Diliman
60. Hear mass in Baclaran (novena, during Wednesday)
61. Hear mass in Quiapo (Friday)
62. Fun run again
63. Ilog Pasig Run 2012
64. Magkaroon ng boyfriend sa tamang oras, sa tamang lugar... J dapat pang husband material na! He should be a man and not just a boy.
65. Family dinner on my first payday.
66. Barbie collectible for my first anniversary at work.
67. Black coffin on my funeral
68. White dress and Red nails (fingers and toes) when I die
69. Black lapida and Glow in the dark ang mga sulat with my picture and star borders
70. Musileo
71. Ang nakasulat sa lapida ko ang mensahe ko para sa lahat or my learning experience eversince nabuhay ako or my favourite verse/word of life
- “blah blah balahablajfakfsnafasgshhdbnjwrevh...”
– Maria Danica E. Cosme
(or kung ano man maging family name ko)
April 10, 1991 to (date of death)
72. Eulogy before I die (tues. With morrie idea)
73. Use/sing all my favourite praise song (nasa notebook of songs ko)
74. Susulatan ako ng mga taong gustong magsabi ng kanilang iba’t ibang saloobin na hindi nasabi sa akin noong ako ay nabubuhay. Lahat ng sulat ay susunugin kasabay ng pagbabasba sa akin sa misa at ang abo nito ay isasaboy din sa aking hukay.
75. Lahat ng nasa libing ko ay nakaputi. Ang karo, lapida, at kabaong lang ang kulay itim.
76. Learn basic graphology
77. Mapag-debut si mia
78. Give mommy a bouquet of her favourite flowers on her 50^th birthday
79. Cook meal for daddy
80.Do something for mom and dad’s 25^th wedding anniversary
- Domestic travel
- Pilgrimage sila
- Holy land trip
- Renewal of wedding vow at Cana
81. Two to three kids with 4 to 6 years of age gap.
82. Write a book
83. Star gazing with boyfriend
84. Star gazing with friends
85. Star gazing with myself
86. Sleep under the stars
87. give myself a bouquet
88.Ride a kalesa
89. Name a “star” after my name
90. Braid lahat ng buhok ko
91. Ride a ferry boat
92. Go to Boracay and ride banana boat
93. Visit all the historical sites around the Philippines
94. Go to star city with boyfriend
95. Go to star city with friends
96. Experience (laser) paint ball
97. Museum date with myself
98. Museum date with boyfriend
99. Color my hair
100. Learn a new language.
101. Nail art
102. Read and finish the bible
103. Watch a car show, live
104. Mag service crew sa Mcdo or starbuck or any fast food chain
105. Witness the rose parade, live
106. Message in a bottle
107. Ride in a hot air balloon
108. Give a seminar or a retreat
109. Finish a cross-stitch pattern
110. Sumakay sa jeep na may aircon
111. Learn how to play monopoly
112. Matuto magkabit/mag-ayos ng necktie
113. Pumunta sa pinaka malaking library sa mundo
114. Pumunta sa pinaka malaking bookstore (at bumili ng libro) sa mundo
115. Matapos ang 1000 jigsaw puzzle
116. Buy board games – monopoly, twister...
117. Buy card games – UNO...
118. Makasakay sa pinaka mabilis na train sa buong mundo (Japan)
119. Makapag-gondola (Venice)
120. Eat different Japanese food
121. Eat Chinese food
122. Eat an Indian food
123. Eat Mexican food
124. Pot molding
125. Meditate
126. Enroll to a yoga class
127. Have a DSM (Diagnostic & Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders)
128. Have a psychology dictionary
129. Eat spaghetti with kalamansi
130. Go to Africa and help the children their
131. Travel around the world – at least 3 to 5 countries each continent
132. Watch American Idol, live
133. Makapunta at makapaglaro sa Casino
134. Makapunta at makapag laro sa Las Vegas
135. Tongue twisters
136. Be an indie film actress
137. Enroll in a theatre class
138. Watch fireflies
139. Watch an opera, live
140. Watch an orchestra concert, live
141. Me time – no phone, no communication... just me
142. Learn how to get and read blood pressure
143. Have my own personal cup or mug
144. Reflect at least twice or thrice a week
145. Makapaglingkod sa parokya