Friday, July 23, 2010
okay. this blog entry isn't about the instant noodles that webuy in the market. just read, and you'll know.ö it was 2:30 pm and it's our morality class. the scheduled reporters were done with their report when our professor, Fr. Dong asked us to have an activity. the repeort kasi was about peace (idk kung pang ilang beatitude yon). here are the guide questions:
- kailan ka huling nagpatawad?
- kalian ka huling hindi nagpatawad?
honestly, i found it difficult to asnwer those questions. i don't usually make tanim some sama ng loob sa kapwa though i usually feel, naiinis, naiirita, nagtatampo.. pero, galit... wala. since i wasn't able to share something about those questions, i just reflected on my friends' answers during the activity. while my barkada, (PEKS) were already sharing their experiences, feelings, and thoughts... i've realized this: "I AM LUCKY" my morning wasn't that good compare to the previous mornings i've had. i was annoyed because my father can't gave me an exact baon..
I have to go to the mini store outside just to make pabarya... and my mom told me, "magpapalit ka muna bago ka kumain". so ako naman, sa isip-isip ko, "tae naman. late na nga ako, ako pa rin ang magpapapalit. di naman ako pedeng mag skip ng breakfast.. they should have prepared earlier!" and the rest of that scene is history. when claire was sharing, she said, "naiinis ako sa mga taong nagsasabi na naiinis sila sa tatay nila. ang sarap nilang patayin. kasi ang swerte swerte nila na anjan yung tatay nila, tapos ganyan sila." and i was taken a back by these lines. it was already my turn, and still, i have nothing to say.. so what i just told them was my reactions about what claire just said. i told them:"nagui-guilty naman ako sa sinabi ni claire. kasi ako, simpleng bagay lang na di maibigay o hindi ma-grant ng magulang ko, kinaiinisan ko na, nagtatampo na ko, nagdadabog, nagagalit, sumusumpa, o kaya naman nagrerebelde ako sa sarili kong paraan". okay! i'll try to be very calm na lang when it comes to them. "VIRTUE", patience is a virtue.
kung ako man, may pinagdadaanang simpleng bagay, iisipin ko na lang, wala pa sa kalingkingan ng problema ng mga taong walang makain sa loob ng isang araw, sa mga taong namatayan o nawalan ng minamahal, binubugbog, hinihiwalayan ng asawa, watak-watak ang pamilya, ay kahati sa pamilya (may ibang pamilya), lalong lalo na sa problemang hinaharap ng Piliipinas. because of this activity, i can truly say that i am lucky w/ my life and i am very happy to where i am right now - from my family, the chance of going to a private and a good school, for waking up everyday seeig my love ones safe... i may say the its perfect. that's what perfect is for me, having the people who are there to stand by your side until the end, no matter what. they may come, they may go...but let's don't forget about to thank God for giving us this angels who a ready to to share us their wings to caress us.
I have to go to the mini store outside just to make pabarya... and my mom told me, "magpapalit ka muna bago ka kumain". so ako naman, sa isip-isip ko, "tae naman. late na nga ako, ako pa rin ang magpapapalit. di naman ako pedeng mag skip ng breakfast.. they should have prepared earlier!" and the rest of that scene is history. when claire was sharing, she said, "naiinis ako sa mga taong nagsasabi na naiinis sila sa tatay nila. ang sarap nilang patayin. kasi ang swerte swerte nila na anjan yung tatay nila, tapos ganyan sila." and i was taken a back by these lines. it was already my turn, and still, i have nothing to say.. so what i just told them was my reactions about what claire just said. i told them:"nagui-guilty naman ako sa sinabi ni claire. kasi ako, simpleng bagay lang na di maibigay o hindi ma-grant ng magulang ko, kinaiinisan ko na, nagtatampo na ko, nagdadabog, nagagalit, sumusumpa, o kaya naman nagrerebelde ako sa sarili kong paraan". okay! i'll try to be very calm na lang when it comes to them. "VIRTUE", patience is a virtue.
kung ako man, may pinagdadaanang simpleng bagay, iisipin ko na lang, wala pa sa kalingkingan ng problema ng mga taong walang makain sa loob ng isang araw, sa mga taong namatayan o nawalan ng minamahal, binubugbog, hinihiwalayan ng asawa, watak-watak ang pamilya, ay kahati sa pamilya (may ibang pamilya), lalong lalo na sa problemang hinaharap ng Piliipinas. because of this activity, i can truly say that i am lucky w/ my life and i am very happy to where i am right now - from my family, the chance of going to a private and a good school, for waking up everyday seeig my love ones safe... i may say the its perfect. that's what perfect is for me, having the people who are there to stand by your side until the end, no matter what. they may come, they may go...but let's don't forget about to thank God for giving us this angels who a ready to to share us their wings to caress us.
MY FAMILY :)
BMW :)
PEKS :)
COLLEGE GROUP :)
MY SOULMATE, RJHAY :)
by the way, just in case of misinterpreting this entry, i have no intentions of saying "Malas ka or malas sila.. at ako, swerte." or hindi ako nagmamayabang dito like, "Oo, ako na ang maswerte. ako na ang perpekto". that's not what i am trying to say. these are my OWN reflections. this is just all about my thoughts.. this is a democratic country anyway! and so, i wanted to end this entry with the quote that Fr. had written: "it is to forgive that we are forgiven ..to love that we are loved."
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About me
- Nikka Cosme
- Las Pinas City, Manila, Philippines
- I PROTECT the environment, I SERVE for my country and its people (but not the government), I LEAD the youth and I FOLLOW God. And by the way, Apple is just a pen name ;)
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