freedom wall

March 3, 2012; Saturday

wala akong ginawa sa buong araw na ito kung hindi mag sign up at mag log in sa iba't ibang job search sites dito sa internet. nakakatuwa rin kasi may nagtext naman kaagad sa akin. kaso when i checked their job post in one of the sites i am using, their job opening is not suitable for my degree. sayang rin kasi may nagtext nga, fail naman.

naisip ko, sa kakahanap ko ng trabaho, meron na agad akong inconsistencies sa klase ng trabaho na gusto ko. meron akong site na nilaan para sa sped or social work at meron namang pang HR field. oh diba ang inconsistent ko talaga?

sa paghahanap ko buong magdamag kahit na may migraine ako, meron akong ka-chat. si rjhay. yes, we're chatting. pero may gap pa rin kami so we really don't talk personally. so ayun nga, going back to my drama... he told me that he is surprised to know that i am feeling not okay kahit na ggraduate ako. sabi niya nga, sa pagkakaalam ko, ikaw yung optimist sa'tin at hindi ako (something like that). but i just can't figure out what's with me lately.

seriously, i've been different. feeling ko parang laking-laki si rjhay sa mga pagbabago sa sarili ko.

i don't know what happened. i don't what could be the cause. i just don't want to focus sa ganong drama ko right now.

sa paghahanap ko, may nakita rin akong link which helped me think more deeply.

i saw this link and maybe, this is what i need.